27 December 2013

Hating myself.

I think if I dislike me enough for being this way, the snobbish and obnoxious person that thinks that she can make it in life on her own, not to mention by not trying hard and doing her best, I might just have a chance at changing and improving. Let's face it, I'm not good enough. Well, nothing in this world is mine anyway and I have no such rights to take any credits. I should know my place. I have so much to prove. And again, MasyaAllah this life is not mine to take it for granted. I owe Him for it and I should never forget it.

Mostly, because I know how much I deserve the happier future that I wanted if I understand how much effort He put to make all of us and love us everyday.


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