August.

I should be writing about something at least by now, shouldn't I?

Life has been nothing but the usual rush of adrenaline every single second of the day. Now that Trials is here, make way for my little funny friends we called dark circles. ha ha. It will never go away will it? Oh well, one more month plus plus and this is will all be gone.

Three down, six more to go. I'm feeling more confident this time about my language papers. Not bad lahh. Compared to those times before where I don't think I was even in the hall writing those papers. Bwahaha. So much for being the best 'tukang karut' ever known. I should read more or maybe WRITE more. Seems to work before. ha ha. Sejarah was an epic fail sadly. Even though we have been through quite a lot and had received tremendous amount of helping hands along the way, wink*wink*, I died a cold and silent death staring at the questions. Should have known better, last-minutes never win. ha ha. The feeling was excruciating! Expecting the same type of question and FORGETTING the answer points to IT. St*pid.

Oh wait, Cancel! Cancel! Cancel! Go Away! Gone! I'm training myself not to have cursing words in my dictionary nowadays ( not just because of Ramadhan, okay. ).ha ha. A bad habit needed to be executed. I'm looking forward to being more of what I didn't see and know I should have been. It was a long journey to get here and honestly saying, it's great to finally see it and have all my tears wasted for it. Some people they don't get the chance to be here. I know I'm still not entirely perfect and am what I wanted to be yet, but changing had turn my world 360 degress from how I use to see it. Such a waste to not be able to see what you could be appreciating all this while. Even to the most tiniest details. Life is amazing. In so many ways. So, don't you think we should have appreciated it now? Since don't we all know life isn't forever.

This is such a waste for someone who'd judge a book by its cover.

He has such a BEAUTIFUL VOICE! :D

I wish I can put all of the unbelievable songs I just find out recently here. They're just so sweet and don't you just love the melody? Like you guys should be listening to these too:

• Charice - Louder
• Beyonce - Best thing I never had
• Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone
• Bruno Mars - Somewhere in Brooklyn

And many more I've yet to list down from 5 Pintar's PC and have forgotten. Though I can say, I REALLY LIKED STARLIGHT by Muse. We just got to sang it a few times again in class before I went back. And it was AWESOMEEEE! I'm trying hard to remember them all now, but I can't :s

Another monologue by myself.

Let's just say I have my own reasons. Maybe, it was too much that I needed a break? There's so much going on now, I wouldn't want you to feel bad of the ignorance. Truthfully, you know the distance we've traveled so far and where you stand in me. On the other hand, I thought you knew better, seriously. I'm no longer that type anymore. I've told you the most about everything and I have trusted you to do the rest. But, you didn't. It was a well thought decision anyway. Have nice life, you.

Thank you, Allah. I love you, Allah :D