"February is the month of possibilities,"

So much for possibilities :\ Maybe I've shouldn't have said that. Bwahaha. Guess luck wasn't rooting for me that much for this Feb. Been absent most of the time anytime of the day. Never felt like a total robot before since I can remember. Daily routines turned into a very bad deja vu. I'd wish I was dead than alive all this while. Because when I looked back at the things that had been done this month, everything adds up to a total zero. The braces just keeps on bugging me during the night lately. Pulling my teeth to places it should not be. Slept twice this week without even bothering to change to jammies or brush up. Lost my favorite Biology revision book the other day. Felt suckish all day due to it. If that doesn't do, I kept having headaches every morning - especially during Maths class, due to tonsils. The exams are closing in like soon and I have yet to get myself in the right state of mind. Been studying, but not sure whether everything is well organized up there. Now, did I ever mentioned I have issues with writing a karangan since I'm 9? Well, I have two of those due by next week during the exams. Haven't got the time to ring, so of course I miss you like hell. Wanted to go home so badly I think I'm having one of those sickness symptoms. Homesick symptoms. Maybe I only need some more sleep one of these days, even though I've been sleeping more than enough for the whole of last week. Yes, life can't always be a bed of roses all time that you want it to be. But, one thing that I find absolutely funny and unbelievably shocking lately is that,

Can't recall how it feels to be me.