Closure.

Okay, I've been staring and 'Backspace'-ing the last couple of sentences I had to start of this regular year end post but still haven't find the right words for it. I guess letting this year go wasn't as easy as I want it to be. Obviously, this year had not turned out like I thought it would and way too much had happened.

If you ask me, I can't believe it's already a YEAR. Well, you have 60seconds in a minute and 60minutes in an hour and 24hours in a day and seven days a week and 4weeks in a month and a totally of twelve months to make up a year. Hello people, that's a lot of seconds,minutes,hours,days and months! I'm rather speechless. I mean, you saw me fretting on soo much that I would be going through this year on my last year end post, but here I am breathing and healthy. As stupidly cliche as it sounds- I've been saying this rather lots of time-, time does fly. Fun or no fun.

Okay. The bottom line maybe what I'm trying very hard not to admit is that, I love it this year. As Topsy-turvy as it can be, this year is not as bad as I imagine or hoped it'd be. Actually, I'm surprised myself I made it through all those hullabaloo. ha ha. And don't make me start on listing on what really had happened this year. Cause I'm about to get to that in a minute. I'm just going to list them out nicely right here in my head first :D

Shall we start off with the first three months, shall we? ha ha. The Form 1 Talent Night Orientation was atrocious where by I remembered dreading being the Prefects Public Speaking Session emcee and choosing exactly not to be a prefect myself. I found out I had an S.A. by the end of that week too and nailing on being on the School Mag editorial board and India End-Year Summit. Did I mention I became the Talent Night emcee too? Noooo, it's a last minute thing and trust me this is one of the bad consequences of last-minutes. ha ha. Ooohh, not to mention we were tre rich from our PMR results last year and I actually got a chance to experience home stay for the first time! Now, that is something you don't get to feel if you had my life. I got a new man too around that time this year- ASHER BOOK and got over him as soon as you can say Geronimo. Hoooyeah, Angah enrolled into Alam Shah last February too:D And again I got at last too a present for my birthday and PMR from my parents, a rockin' awesome camera. I also got myself a new Bestie by the end of the days.

The year continues as I grow fonder towards tennis and eventually be the President of the Club today. I met him again after a year of something and I got a new man again from all the Korean madness- OK TAEC YEON. I really have to stop having this infatuation bwahaha. By this time too, Sufiyan had been one of my Top Models. Darn he was just too ADOWABLE and still is. I had my braces on again for the second time and am regretting it still until today for not keeping my retainers ha ha. I'd gone absolutely crazy for Taecyeon mid this year by his adorable performance on the daily Korean soap operas and I think I love him to bits at those times. ha ha. This is just soo disappointing, cause I didn't even watch Korean anymo :O Did I really had just admit that I'm over Koreans? Wow. Oooooooh, I almost forgot about the Modernites visit to SSP. Boy, that was something too ;)

Later this year, I seemed to recall BEING WAY OBSESSED with Jacob Black all over again ha ha. What I tell you? My JB fling has its seasons. I'm currently on vacation with that right now. Pfft, I'm on vacation with every single obsessive addiction since forever- I can't seem to recall being infatuated for sometime now:D The Finals flew by so quickly. The whole class were on to the big flat screen for movies as soon as the last paper were submitted. And yes, we got bored as easy as we got off the hook that day:B Raya was a setback this year and I'd say farewell to yet another boy whom I thought was my everything. All thanks to the Wheel of Life. I met my ultimate soul mate bookshop this time around and said goodbye to her at last. "Who else is going to live my life if it's not me?Let me go." I got together again with my other two triplets from SKAMD for Raya angpaos, Aliah and Ainur;) And I met you♥

By the end of this year, me and my bonded Indian buddies are inseparable. Well, we had all the happy and sad moments before and after the Summit to reminisce for sometime. India was NOTORIOUS,of course and I missed my parents like hell when they're not here. Made some wicked friends overseas and learn some more here and there about this thing we call life:D Knew how it feels to be a zombie for the first time and felt total satisfaction when Ummi and Ayah loved their present from India. This year too I realized I was in between and luckily got away without realizing it:S Had my first Novel Wish-List and kinda see what I want to be someday:) Loved my blogs even more lately this year♥. I also come to really really really LOVE Phineas And Ferb♥. Learn to accept love, maybe?ha ha.

After all that, no wonder I don't want to leave 2010.

I'll be missing you, like all my other years ;) Life must go on.