28 December 2011

This one's for my JV :3

Did I ever tell you about how much I love twins? Even though I know I've enough of siblings already, I think having twins in the family will be so much fun still. I mean, I wish I could have a twin for myself. Life would be quite a joy ride then if I do. Yes, people might compare you to your twin and sometimes things will be a bit unfair between the both of you like love and other crappy things. But screw what other people have to say and do to twins. Because to me, twins are the most luckiest people in the world. Why? Well, it's because what ever happens they would still have each other. No matter what. I've been longing to have a twin so I could share everything in the whole entire world that meant to me with that twin. But that'd be impossible now. Ha ha. Family might probably fill that spot but it won't be as special as having a particular someone. Friends are amazing as well, but how far can they go than your family? Not that far too. So, a twin will do. But of course these days that dream be just plain ridiculous and it might just turn into a 'I wish I could have twin babies this time around' for me. Ha ha.

Then again, Allah SWT has been ever so generous to me. And I couldn't be any grateful to him than this about giving me the chance to meet this JV.

JV here isn't all the same or like the twin I've ever wished for. But knowing him this long, I think I have managed to put those puzzle pieces together to realize he is the twin that I've been searching for even though not exactly like what I've expected. He's that similar to me in so many ways that it annoys me to death to have him figuring me out without asking questions. He's that reflection I see in the mirror that I wish could come out and join me in reality. The expectation I have on people that I think would make the world such a better place. And he's also that different from me that it completes the holes I have in me that I didn't think I'd have the time to fill. And those differences too had sorta make my life better than before. Well, obviously. Having someone like you is not like what I expected, JV. But of course, my expectations surprises me. Seriously. Like who would have thought when I have you as a Bestie I'd be adding one more evaluation test for my future husband LOL? Ha ha. And out of all the other things in my life, I think you won't let that one gets away that easily. Although I think I'd like to marry at a young age. Ha ha. But then, Architecture is almost like the Medic field with no love life, I might need your help more than I think about finding a guy. Teehee. Oh well, I've never had a bigger brother before to look after moi and I think no one fits the job better than you (even at the same age). Ha ha. Surely you have no problem living up to the title of BIG brother aite, JV? :D

So this is you scaring the guys away;

AWHHHHHOHO, Ain't JV ADORABLE?
He should be a wolf in the future.
Sorta completes my Perfect guy list.
Hoooooyeah.

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