18 July 2010

" There are no rules that can bind you when you find your other half, "

I think it has been a while since I wrote a really long one, so here goes...

Angah's not home and I just got lovestruck again by Jacob Black. The infatuation won't leave me or give me a break for even a split second. It won't shut up. Well, not until I've had enough. Live's unbelievable, but predictable-- at times. I'm still stunned by the undeniable hotness. Life's the same. The usual.

The movie was terrific. Better than what I've expected. Looks like all the frightening moments queuing for tickets and worrying that maybe we won't get even a seat had paid off. You seriously wouldn't, couldn't imagine the situation we'd been through. The line was obscenely long and the words reading "The Twilight Saga : Eclipse" won't stop blinking on the screen, detecting how few seats are available and scaring the heck out off me. I won't have another chance like last night and don't anyone dare sending me off to the school again without watching Eclipse. My heart was practically doing the Waka Waka beat inside of me. But we made it. After so much commotion at the counter. WE FINALLY MADE IT. I felt like dying a second there. The seats was seriously selling like banana fritters by the road on weekend evenings. One second they're there, the next they aren't. Like seriously, we bought the last three seats. Then, BAM. Sold OUT. We're lucky for that or I've could have made a scene there.

Everything was perfect. Every single scene and detail. I liked it. It's enough to feed my twihardfan soul. Everything was a mixture of comedy, romantic, drama, tense... flawless. For once I felt quite fine with the edwardbella scene and absolutely liking every single bit of the jacobbella scenes. I can say, last night had me breathless. Taylor L. nailed the role, again. Nobody would fit the character as good as he did. Kristen and Rob was stunning too. They looked a whole lot better than in the previous sequel. Everyone was amazing. I guess thats why Eclipse was a totally knock out yet.

The highlight to me in Eclipse would be of Jacob's pain and love he have for Bella. For being the first yet in my circle of twihardfan then and the school, to be in Team Jacob, I couldn't help to cry the first time I finished Eclipse. And still, every time I reread the part Jacob lost the battle for Bella, I would still cry. Hmm, well, in a way, Jacob does deserve Bella better and Bella should have chosen him. Like he said, he loved her as much as Edward does. He would take a bullet for her too and would given him everything she desires. And for all that, she wouldn't have to do anything in return. Wouldn't have to die, wouldn't have to be making excuse for not being there, wouldn't have to explain why she's not aging, wouldn't have to see the people she love dies and wouldn't have to forget people she knew because they were there with her till her last breath. She's choosing wrong. Jacob was the wholemeal dinner she didn't have to reject. Bella was indeed a bit cruel. Loving two guys in one time is a mess. She should have never given hope to Jacob in the first place. But that'll be mean too. Jacob IS human, he can never stop being one. He can't stop from loving Bella. Unlike Edward. He haven't got a soul. Maybe he should have left. Let Jacob have her all. He wanted her and yet he wanted her human too.

Bella would live the life with Jacob. The simple life with Jacob, beautiful babies, his dad, Billy, her mom and a group of lovely people. They'll be enough for her. And Jake will forever be her protector and savior. But everything just wasn't that simple. Life wasn't simple. It was then, when they were just mere humans, hanging out in the garage and fixing bikes. Such memories.


Bella should have realized it earlier. She loved Jake too.

Look at me. Fretting on such things that couldn't even be change. Things that aren't even real. Heh, well a girl can fret on such things can she? *sigh* Why do I always ended up with the guys who wouldn't get the girl? +_+



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