matahari-hari

another boring day here in ssp..

this is yana adi , reporting for duty.

haha~

staying in is---

boring!

10 times boring if I might add.

hurm~

where should I start?okay..well Friday is academic day.My parents came..met the teachers (owh god how irritating it can be..it's my class teacher.she's a bucket full of self-conscious..she thinks she's the best,her teenage times essay is the best...like whtever.I know lah nowadays students--like us--can't construct a good essay,but you don't have to say that if front of the parents.ough!)

where was I?oh yeah..met the teachers..got some new ways to study and improve...bla3..and the normal routine at hostel and the fun was..there's just less people in ssp. so you get some leisure in everything..(is it right?I'm practising on my essay writing,I don't want any mistakes in my blog either...)

I miss being the old me...I've saw the changes...whats happening?I just seems to hate myself lately! why can't I construct a good essay like I use to?why can't I draw a beautiful portrait like I used to?why can't I be me?I'm changing..and I don't like it! I flunk my Arabic test..I lost my creative side..and I'm lazy! the most awful part is--

I don't think I can talk to guys anymore....like I used to!

I don't wanna change!I don't want to fail...or at least I don't want to be what I not...

I don't want to see the empty pages anymore...

no...

not there...

D;

help me!